TALK, HEALING AND RECOVERY CULTURE

Never really as complicated as suggested, just a matter of Lower classes complaining about oppression whilst trashing my academic studies and career, not just with public expression of bad habits to target me which makes me feel sick all the time but also with abusive activities that I have seen time and again add up to a process of preparing me on a provisional basis, for instances where people wanted to pay them for bullying me, at the same time which I am wading corruption from Parliament and it was not that difficult to ensure that the Politicians were free to do as pleased but the effects only targeted them as well. The Middle Classes were more a matter of similar activities but mostly to do with setting me out as a character people bullied whenever they wanted to reach a business agreement with wealthy persons or organisations. The Upper Class was about a habit of playing the role of my wife until they trashed my entire life and told lies endlessly about who I am and what they believed I was not, eventually building up to gimmick where they got to suggest that I thought I could take them on if they stood in my way whilst clinging to my finances alongside business world idiots who invite themselves into my concerns to handle the public relations and build a version of me that they would like.

I am informed that I have spent a lot of time sorting out forgiveness for enemies of the Crown – it is better answered in terms of the problem I have with these gits i.e. it is a 20 year career mess here on account that a bunch of idiots need an entire civil service to show I have been cursed by my parents and an entire parliament to wreck my finances but they were as stupidly as possible convinced that my daily concerns was a toy to fool around with, they believed they were entitled to do so if they did not come to any readily envisaged harm. So, what we have ended up with is a situation in which the Celebrities liked me when I had problems and enjoyed ripping up my Bookshop and a bunch of real men liked what I did about it and enjoyed spending it as immediately as possible to improve their stupid lives as a form of nepotism. The social part is that they had accepted it was okay for me to end up in a position where I thought I had nothing to lose when I wanted to handle their stupidities even though I had an amount of public power to deploy for it because their Hollywood idiots would make the most of it, the technical part is that I had set out what I am pursuing as that which I had to complete when I was about 25 and I am now in my 40s with the plan still in the works and looking good, only impediment being that their stupidities had need of the civil service to wreck it and had need of parliament to wreck the finances, hence even if it were a matter of showing that it was a case of my brilliant mind and not my age and exposure, their stupidities that I fancied only when they were afraid or got into a fight for my part as well, was beyond such a stage and what I did with my mind in terms of studies and achievements was no longer a concern of theirs.

They do claim I bury my head in the sand and do nothing about what really matters with respect to their need to feel safe and secure but we know I have issued enough warnings about the insults associated with a business of being successful and arrogant enough to dream of seeing me engage in gang fighting because they were the sex that had to be cared for which stagnates my career – we know I have informed them on the way it was easy to build an organic social arrangement where they could get involved with my career and make a mess if they wanted, as much as I could get involved with the famous stupidities to have a conversation with them about it. Its privileged background is actually completely incapable of doing anything about here, especially if it had developed from following me around to make a mess of the career and when I set out a Bookshop started a mini war, I am only interested in the last 7 years when working on the Bookshop had become more professional, otherwise it was a 20 year career mess looking like its stupidities was very good at looking for trouble, complaining more than I did. Mostly, it has since become a matter of their silly women making the most of this gang fights I am meant to have engaged in while they handled my public image and exhibited themselves on media, the need being so pressing they walk into my business premises to pick up my service processes and build a version of me they would be comfortable with, likewise their stupidities playing with my market all the time, which is to say that it would make sense for me to decide they cannot keep their own too as long as it continued. In the end all I want is a process where their privileged background gimmicks were restricted to their own careers, lest it gets to see all I need do to match the extremists was a minority hard work around here for my part as well, particularly the business of having stagnated my personal life, social life and finances, running my life with celebrity culture on the basis of social systems that criminals invented and therefore controlled, shooting off the big mouth when its well off stupidities were affected too – goes without saying the secret communities developing into a tool that made the most of distant relationships, to grow into a community that fingers my bum all day and that big mouth blabbing about sharing my world and property whether I liked it or not, is that which shows that it made them to fuck them with properly as well, considering that it was quite possible that something else was more important.

A simple matter of people who read my work getting to decide what became of my public appearances and not their stupidities running my life with social systems criminals controlled, to put everything I have achieved towards a lifestyle catch up gimmick, knowing that a criminal interest is most of the time an illness and can easily develop into an outcome where the victims life was the desired item that had to be stolen - here then was the head pulled out of the sand and I want to know what will become of a process where I wanted to fuck them with it properly as well, as a matter of the fact there were more important forms of social engagement and to make sense of the abusive insolence.