SELF CARE
May 10, 2025
I understand it is said people wish to put an end to the
business of me getting into trouble all the time because I am disrespectful and
it is utter nonsense as well; what really happens is that Journalists and
Celebrities and fame freaks think that they must do their jobs with the
publicity I have built for my Books because they feel better doing it that way
regardless of being told off all the time on account it makes me cash strapped
since people are switched off the fact I am a writer selling Books whenever
they do it and have no wish to stop. They do for their part make up their
version of what the reality is, claiming its difficult for people to ascertain
in a world where they want people to discuss problems with reference to my
existence or generally abuse my person to feel good about themselves and the
public problems that affect them, what people want from me but it has always
been as simple as the fact I want all of their interests in me to translate
into buying and reading my Books as it is bad for my health and so far for
their as well when that is not the case – about which if I said that since I do
not know how they would be affected, I had decided not to be pushy about it,
there will be people behind me telling me I want a label to be placed on my
life which shows me to be an ill news.
They claim something I have said is causing people problems
but it is meant to be seen lightly, meant to be considered something the
obscurity and destitution cracked up out of my league idiots can say at will – which
is not actually how it worked, how it worked is that this is an escalation,
from the idea that rather than authorities finding out how I can be used when I
had to deal with their insults and adult fantasy garnished by famous idiots
with a Media narcissism, goading me over public control, the authorities
instead showed up to stop it. So, I am safe to assume it is a fantasy of
tyranny, unless it wants to do something about something I said which was
therefore a main concern of their stupidities, needs to keep its mouth shut. I
do not think it a crisis, simply that since last the ultimatum to stop the Celebrity
insults had run out considering it was issued on the basis that I were waking
up to a process where people wanted my career without paying for the products,
if they were German influence idiots who think I should be afraid of them or
Italian pricks who think that they were entitled to make peoples livelihoods
into social activities that everybody could take part in, giving rise to their
backup criminal communities working with their rogue landlords to draw up a
link between their problems on the streets and my anus, every time I am trying
to get some sleep, meaning I never get enough sleep and am always tired, never
mind that the abdominal pain was incredible as their stupidities had decided I must
not be allowed to smell nice, stay away from my writing career and the Bookshop
market, then the fact I believed if they did not have the stupid society and
the stupid celebrity culture along with the jobs that were connected to it,
they would desist from these activities, should have become their main concern.
This is apparently the serious bit, the funny part was the amusement of having
my career after provoking me endlessly and ripping up academic pursuits and
work market progression for gimmicks, then finish off going to security
services to do favours in order to finger my bum and fondle my penis, what
their sickening stupidities making out they can get involved with the personal
affairs of anybody to feel better considering the lifestyle which causes their
sickness is currently complaining about, would be the part where I provided
their stupidities with a response. The Politicians have raised the question of
where this leads but it leads down the same process and same path associated
with the fact that they preferred to run me down and put the labels on me right
up to adult sexual fantasy violence, whenever I was seen struggling because it
was their astrology reading alpha course nature to behave in such ways, needs
to stay away from the Bookshop and keep its stupidities from my career if this
nonsense did get serious once as it were – on the matter of the fact they were
the most annoying, so the Celebrity insults lead to the black up criminal
communities getting me to wake up to their stupidities fingering my bum and drawing
it up to my chest to leave me tired and lacking sleep all day, I am set to stop
their stupidities very badly for my part as well. I mean, it got serious once
but there had to be a story made up about ideas I was working with communists,
so they can do favours at security services and finger my private parts all day
long because I was such a low life that it had to be done again. I think the
last thing I will do on the matter will be the part concerning the American
money coming from famous poof hoodlums in the USA and the involvement
corruption abuses and insults that comes with their sense of entitlement and
then it will all end properly.
I am told they had no way to stand up to me except these
abuses but it is after I dropped out of University and was followed around to
be inflicted by a 2 decade career mess, on knowing what they have been doing
and what likely effect it may have on my mentality, tore down my career
publicity and my Bookshop to build communities that fingered my private part
over ideas about what I knew but would not do for them – I mean they do have
cash and or they do had card to pay with the last time we checked, we know they
bragged all the time and people experienced evidence that their stupidities did
possess card or cash to pay with. At first I assumed this gimmick where they
ran me down and called me names and fingered private parts and came up with
ideas about what I am supposed to do for them (having always wanted to treat me
that way, saw their opportunity when the community amusement that trashed my
career, academic pursuits and finances had continued beyond my 40s), since
giving rise to an interest from low lives who had nothing to lose as criminal
destitution and obscurity narcissists (which I was neither well position or
willing to respond to), being followed by abuses that I would be made to
respond to it considering it had become clear that they started it and needed
to have it tidied up, was a joke, apparently which we are here because it
fucking isn’t. On the point that I never had a chance against them, I am not
concerned about the chances, just the fact this is a matter of their sickness, sickness
associated with years of running people down to get ahead, years of terrible
personal decisions that a normal human being would never think of or fathom, I
am sick enough at this stage already due to involvement that helped their
stupidities to feel better, of which they had always thought of me that way
whenever they were not complaining that I responded to their nonsense at some
point, considering they do not pay for what they use and the Bookshop had
stalled, it needs to stay away from me or back up the big mouth. some people
then suggesting that I am easily triggered and I am not – when finished with
them, I will return to being myself, at which point I will have stood a chance
after all; this being the part that causes concern because when I do return to
being myself, I would only have ended up where I left off i.e. University, where
they showed up to spend my career publicity on themselves as a cloak that helps
to hide their true nature until they got into positions of wealth and power
before revealing it, rather than think about how they wanted to be nice to
those who were buying the degree that they were studying – I dropped out of
that process in 2008 and I am writing this in 2025, none had paid for this yet –
it is led from the top, led by their government office idiots, the business of
picking up my career publicity that they envied, for practical jokes. I mean if
it goes badly wrong as in the worst case, the need to fool around with
incredibly important public matters and lay waste to my career as a method of
paying for it that is, they would say I conducted some sort of assassination,
completely forgotten it has been suffocating me for absolutely no reason
whatsoever, making up excuses as it goes along, for years. I mean some people
have said this was not nice but if I died, they would say it was a government
office dick head committing a crime and if I murdered it, they would say it was
a nobody who killed a government office dick head with a tool and therefore an assassination,
I am simply stating the facts (i.e. there was a sense I felt this was causing
me end of life feelings which is not what is happening – what is happening is
that if I had 5 projects for a job and Politician likes to stifle the finances
by picking out project 2 and project 4 to feel good about the sense he had a
right to lead, if I protested, due to the complaint on their part, that they
were also fed up paying the social security for me at 40, then the next
statement we will find them make is that they hoped I suffered from random
street stabbing or shooting etc; if there was an actual confrontation on the
matter, so they might do their street stabbing and shooting by themselves, it
would have been a matter of government office dick head committing a crime, if
I did it instead, they would label my actions an assassination, its just the facts
that I have stated here).
On the point that Celebrity abuses were a result of years of
abusive activities being directed at my person and career publicity, I am aware
of this, but I simply came to a point which I had to make a decision, with
respect to a process where it first ensured the public control matters were a
mess and if I spent all night getting it in order, by sunrise the problem was
back as though I had done nothing, leaving me on social security, by flattering
me in such an abusive and consuming manner about the work I did at private security
industry – thereafter progressed to making a mess that relied on me and since I
am not responding to the mess, built a crowd on my doorstep and began the
abusive goading bits that also involved the confiscation of my career until I
complied. So it needs to build up to a clash with the well off neighbourhoods
all together; usually two options – one where the hatred on my part was all consuming
of my person that there was nothing left to facilitate their narcissism, the
other being an attack on their careers as well, I had chosen the latter. The
point is then raised that I always select the peaceful option which I don’t, it
is the most effective for me, same as the idea that it is all ruins for me
which it really isn’t – I do not get to respond to obscurity and destitution low
lives with nothing to lose who loved to get involved with my personal space and
make a mess that was part of a stupid crowd that imposed the will of famous
idiots on me and my career, so that those who were serving the famous idiots
would have to do it, kind of warning and deterrence phase before I picked up
the business of a world where the only thing I was forced to think about was
the fact somebody was bigger than I am, to the extent where it became a problem
that had to be solved – the trolls are now stuck somewhere, not picking up my
social media for gimmicks as much because they were more caught up buying
products from famous idiots and living in slums, no matter how hard the
Government tried – The Celebrities were borrowing my career publicity whilst
ensuring I did not make a living with it, which would not happen if they did
not have Celerity culture to do it with, lip flapping how one way or the other,
famous idiots sickness from repetitive horrible decisions that were really
intended to affect others, showing up here all the time as though I did not
know what wellbeing was (Just clearing up the fact that I have not selected the
none hatred option because I am a Libra but because it is the most effective
option, for people so stupid that the gimmicks with what mattered the most in
other people’s lives never stopped unless they were found facing down riot
police due to the responses of their victims). We would not be doing this
though if there were no famous idiots disturbing the fact that if the society
gits did all the insults, they were to expect that I will rip up all of their
society as well – so we see the one that really, really had to stop – they even
claim it was about me being a low life that was to do what they wanted which I
will one way or another, with a big mouth.
The authorities have raised the concern that it
could carry on for an eternity and it probably could but I am doing it on
account that they were borrowing my career, about which the Bookshop had
stalled and I did not have any sales numbers to work a job with, hence can do
it to any extent that I liked – however I accept that it is developing like
some sort of education on the way they create the street shootings and
stabbings which others are clearly not interested in, especially on the part of
the famous idiots and the destitution narcissists. On the question of the
reasons they end up like this however, it is obviously Alphas, astrology
reading Alphas at work, their hatred for Beta personalities was unparalleled,
hence it made sense when the authorities were concerned it might go on forever,
I am a sigma, so it bashes my trust over a 15 year period and builds a Media
narcissism when it thinks I am down. They claim Sigma liked to think they were
superior naturally whilst they want to stand up for themselves the way we did
that they claimed it was the nature of Scorpio all together but the part that
causes them the problem which was everybody else’s responsibility was that
there was somebody with an actual job out there, who got up on a public platform
to demand that everybody pursue their daily affairs without bothering others
and omitting those daily affairs could build up to a process of bothering
others as well, to make sense of their inability to keep their fucking hands to
themselves and stop deciding how others were to exist on account they managed
their stupid time well – personally, the idiots did get ahead, since I cannot
understand therefore what we are doing in terms of the fact they had a long
time ago, I will make it worth their fucking while as well.
I am told this was all a fight with millennials but everybody
else know this, what they do not know is the details; for my part, since the
abuses will never end, pick up everything I had not done to them between 2010
and 2025, after I dropped out of University for them in 2008 – for heir part it
was not clear what they were complaining about, perhaps, that when they see
people run others down to spice up sex life and they invested it and vested in
it, finding out the so called victims could make sense of their insolent trophy
wives and secret rooms situation, would suggest they were fooling around with
people who were as much a bunch of psychopaths as they were. Then there was my
party piece, the investment in opinionated ageism to target me, which keeps
coming back, the role it played in the economic crisis that kept dogging us to
this day has been brushed under the carpet, the older generation and any who
dared to own something they envied, was the cause of their stupid problems. It
takes time for people to get accustomed to who I am in order to engage with
Books, so I have been broke since 2012, living on social security in 2025, an
expression of the problem we faced as a society, in the sense that if people
were too uncomfortable to read Books which leaves a writer broke.
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